Finally..

Another day has gone by..
I have not done it.
I have watched them triumph.
I have not stood up for me.
How long am I going to go through this.
I cannot let this pull me down.
I have big plans up my sleeve.
I need to be stronger than this.
I need to be firm.
I have taken the first step.
I realized a problem exists
And I'm going to mend it.
Oh Lord this is torturing me
Give me the strength to fight
I shall keep trying
Till I get there
Thankyou Lord for caring friends
Thankyou for opening my eyes
I know where my foes lie.
I shall tread carefully.
It is a long walk
But I'm certainly getting there.